“Here is Me” - Gladys Aylward: The Small Woman with a Big God

“Here is Me” - Gladys Aylward: The Small Woman with a Big God

“I wasn’t God’s first choice for what I’ve done for China. I don’t know who it was. It must have been a well-educated man . . . Perhaps he wasn’t willing and God looked down and saw Gladys Aylward.”[1]

Gladys Aylward’s life was a testament to what God can do through a heart that simply says, “Yes, Lord.” She was not wealthy, famous, or educated, by the world’s standards. Yet through her obedience, thousands came to know the love of Christ. Hers is not merely a story of adventure or endurance – it is a story of surrender, trust, and the unwavering faithfulness of God.

Born in 1902 in London, Gladys grew up in a working-class family and left school early to work as a maid. From the outside, her life seemed unremarkable. But God was stirring something within her – a burden for the people of China. When she applied to a missionary training program, she failed the exam and was told she wasn’t smart enough to learn Chinese.

Still, she could not shake the conviction that God was calling her. And so, with her few savings and an unshakeable faith, she set out for China alone. For many years, she worked tirelessly – learning the language, visiting villages, and caring for the people. During the Sino-Japanese War her courage was tested in ways few could imagine.

At times, she wanted to give up. But she would later testify that God’s presence was her constant companion: “I wasn’t afraid, because I knew that I was in the centre of God’s will, and that meant I was as safe in China as I would be in England.”

Gladys’s life was proof that courage is not the absence of fear – it is faith that keeps walking when fear whispers “turn back.” Her legacy cannot be confined to history books or films but rather continues to speak to every believer who has ever felt too ordinary to make a difference. She reminds us that God is not searching for ability but availability, and that you don’t have to be extraordinary for God to use you. You simply must be willing.

Gladys’s obedience, born in the quiet places of surrender, continues to ripple through the generations. It challenges us to trust when the road seems uncertain, to love when it’s costly, and to follow Christ wherever He leads. There are multiple characters in the Bible who modelled this same child-like obedience and whose example Gladys unwaveringly followed. One such example is Esther.

Esther’s story is not one of loud confidence or visible strength. It is the story of a young woman placed in circumstances she did not choose, facing a responsibility she did not seek. When the Jewish people were threatened with destruction, Esther was called to step forward and speak to the king – an act that could cost her life. From a human standpoint, remaining silent would have been safer. More predictable. More reasonable.

Yet through Mordecai’s words, Esther was reminded that perhaps her position was not accidental:

“Yet who knows whether you have come to the kingdom for such a time as this?” (Esther 4:14).

That question required trust. It required her to believe that God’s purposes were unfolding even amidst political tension and personal danger. Esther could not see the outcome. She had no guarantee of survival. All she had was the conviction that obedience mattered more than security.

Her response reveals the heart of surrendered faith:

“So I will go to the king . . . and if I perish, I perish!” (v.16).

This is childlike obedience – not reckless, but resolute. It is the decision to step forward because God’s will overrides personal fear. Esther entrusted herself to the God who sees beyond what we see and governs beyond what we understand.

In much the same way, Gladys Aylward boarded a train to China without certainty of provision or protection. Like Esther, she walked into the unknown not because it felt safe, but because she believed God had placed her there “for such a time as this”. Both women demonstrate that obedience often precedes clarity. We do not always see the full plan; we simply take the next faithful step.

Esther’s life reminds us that God’s higher ways often unfold through ordinary people willing to trust Him in extraordinary moments. And whether in a Persian palace or a remote Chinese village, the principle remains the same: when we surrender our fears and acknowledge Him in our ways, He is faithful to direct the outcome according to His perfect purpose.

Perhaps you feel like Esther or Gladys once did – ordinary, unseen, or unqualified. Maybe you wonder whether your life could really make a difference for the kingdom of God. Their stories remind us that faith is not measured by how much we do, but by how deeply we trust. Both Esther and Gladys show us that one surrendered life, yielded to the will of God, can touch the world.

Gladys didn’t wait for perfect circumstances. She simply obeyed, step by step, trusting God to open the way. And He did – again and again.

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths”
(Proverbs 3:5,6).

Her life still speaks today. God is not asking you to be extraordinary; He is asking you to say “yes”. To take one step of obedience. To believe that His power is made perfect in your weakness.

And when you do, like Gladys Aylward, your life will quietly declare to the world that our God is faithful, mighty, and true.

“Oh, God, here is my Bible, here is my money, here is me. Use me, God” (Gladys Aylward).[2]

 

[1] The China Missions Quote Project – Vision For China

[2] Burgess, Alan, The Small Woman, London: Evans Brothers, 1957, pp.15-17.